You like it dirty, don’t you? Adult film star Molly Stewart and her best friend Laura Contreras bring you stories from the taboo corners of the adult industr…
1:37:052K views · 2mo ago · 1:37:05
Jeff Leach is back on the Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast—and somehow we manage to cover personal growth, video games, trauma, sex, creative obsession, and whether peeing in the shower is simply the natural order of things.
53:302.3K views · 4mo ago · 53:30
Guest: Kitt Jones
If you love candid conversations about sex work, self-work, mental health, relationships, internet culture, confidence, dating fails, and laughing through the chaos of adulthood, you’re in the right place. Send your stories, questions, confessions, and dating disasters to: twndpodcast@
1:02:431.3K views · 5mo ago · 1:02:43
This week on The Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast, I’m joined by Kitt Jones for one of the most dangerously unserious episodes we’ve done in a minute. Somewhere in here we accidentally become motivational speakers. Then immediately ruin it.
Topics: We immediately derail the podcast · Meet Kitt Jones · Getting older, hotter & giving less fucks · Falling into sex work by accident · Internet kids & early online chaos · Life as books, levels & side quests
54:16504 views · 6mo ago · 54:16
Guest: Panic Attacks Are Metal
This week I hit record with absolutely no plan... because sometimes that’s exactly what’s needed. We’re talking panic attacks, boxing, trauma that shows up uninvited, and the weird, feral healing that comes from punching a bag instead of throwing a lemon at the wall (growth ).
Topics: Live show canceled & why I don’t do drama · Choosing peace over chaos (even when it’s boring) · Spiraling, pressure, and creative burnout · Editing the book & trusting your own path · Doing it all myself (and why I don’t care anymore) · Boxing era: feral energy & healing through movement
1:08:331K views · 6mo ago · 1:08:33
Today’s episode is a chaotic crossover I’ve been looking forward to—Uncle Kyle & Sweet Derek from The Naturals Pod are back, and we immediately go off the rails (as expected). We get into everything from the weird reality of internet fame, sex work, and relationships... to unhinged debates about old-school internet content, true crime, and the absolute nonsense our brains latch onto.
58:12903 views · 7mo ago · 58:12
Somehow this episode starts with me checking for a booger... and ends with a full-blown existential spiral about therapy, creative burnout, and why editing your own book is psychological warfare. Welcome back to The Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast—where I overshare, self-reflect, and occasionally bully myself into personal growth.
Topics: Booger check & chaotic intro · Weather, rollerblading & random brain tangents · Therapy thoughts: do I actually need to go back? · Using the tools vs. just knowing them · Peaks, troughs & how depression actually feels · I FINISHED BOOK 2 (!!)
57:381.5K views · 7mo ago · 57:38
This episode starts exactly how you'd expect when the universe decides to troll you — technical chaos, existential thoughts, construction noises, and me sitting here in period panties wondering how my life turned into a full-blown Phoenix arc.
1:18:541.9K views · 8mo ago · 1:18:54
Guest: Sophia Locke
This week I spiral (professionally) with the incredible Sophia Locke and producer Jonathan Wyndham about what it actually looks like to pivot from adult industry chaos into making a real, legit music album without losing your mind (or your brand). We get into creator identity, authenticity, contracts that feel like signing your soul away, and why sharing your art is somehow scarier than being naked on the internet. We talk OnlyFans vs.
59:32772 views · 8mo ago · 59:32
Guest: Neurospicy Lighthouse
In this very unhinged solo episode, I ramble about creativity, burnout, being a neurospicy lighthouse in a storm of expectations, and why sometimes you just have to breathe, zoom out, and stop making your own problems worse by overanalyzing them (hi, it’s me, I’m the problem). We get into content creation vs.
54:08701 views · 9mo ago · 54:08
Guest: Hot Girl Hibernation
In this solo episode of The Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast, I’m getting real about coming home from Australia, rediscovering my creative drive, and finding peace in isolation, writing, and personal growth. From chaotic nail salon encounters and yelling at deaf dogs, to reflections on mental health, aging, social media burnout, and surviving toxic relationships — this episode is funny, raw, reflective, and deeply honest.
Topics: Welcome back + chaotic intro · Confidence, appearance & YouTube burnout · Australia recap & dog surgery drama · Choosing isolation & creative focus · Writing life & self-reflection · Nail salon & public behavior rant
38:12586 views · 9mo ago · 38:12
Somewhere along the way, experiencing things stopped being the point — now it’s just about being seen experiencing them.This episode is my running commentary on the People Parade: the main-character energy, the phones-out-for-everything crowd, and the absolute inability to exist in a moment without turning it into content.
1:21:30453 views · 10mo ago · 1:21:30
Guests: Nobody Gnomes Me, Uncle Kyle
This week I’m joined by Uncle Kyle and Sweet Derek from the Naturals Podcast, and somehow we end up talking about porn habits, dopamine, mental health, petty revenge, cursed algorithms, HOA drama, and why I’ve been collecting gnomes for years out of pure spite.
59:37853 views · 10mo ago · 59:37
Guest: Find Some Goddamn Whimsy
I feel like I lived an entire lifetime between last episode and this one — and it’s only been a few days. So naturally, this episode turns into a slightly unhinged, deeply reflective, very on-brand solo spiral. In this episode, I’m unpacking what it’s like to come home melted after shooting reality TV, why being on set feels more natural to me than “normal life,” and how somewhere between chaos, jet lag, and a steak dinner alone by the ocean, something in me clicked.
1:02:541.3K views · 11mo ago · 1:02:54
Guest: People Are Disappointing
This week’s solo episode of The Totally Wholesome (Not Dirty) Podcast is... chaos in its purest, most honest form — just the way we like it. I go full stream-of-consciousness: nicotine cravings, handstand delusions, social media rants, holiday misery, brain chemistry, betrayal, boundaries, gift-giving insanity, and why I might actually be the human embodiment of the Grinch.
57:15770 views · 11mo ago · 57:15
This week it’s just me, spiraling in real time about everything from why I feel like my height changes daily to the sudden, unhinged urge to go get something pierced. I talk about quitting nicotine after a decade, letting myself age without panicking, pulling back from social noise, and the weird, quiet chaos that shows up when your life finally gets safe enough to feel strange.
Topics: Why I’m in a Weird Mood Today · Toxic Urges & Old Habits Calling Back · Depression, Silence & Needing Space · Identity, Aging & Letting Yourself Change · Healing Isn’t Linear (For Real) · The Fear, the Ghost, and the Spiral
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